Should I Stay or Should I Go? (Again)

So, I haven’t written in quite a while and at least part of the reason has been my blog’s … ummm…. spotty “up-and-running” status. That’s at least part of the reason for my silence. Another part would be the anxiety and workload one takes on when putting together a school yearbook (to that end I’m taking tomorrow off so that i can produce the required 40 pages over the next three days). Then, of course, there’s my quasi-relationship with You-know-who.

I’m not exactly sure when things took a turn for the worse, relationship-wise. We had a pretty good holiday season. We spent Christmas day together watching DVDs at my place and having pizza. Then we got together several times New Year’s Eve weekend. We didn’t actually go out New Years Eve because she was feeling under the weather but it was nice watching more DVDs and just being together. I hadn’t originally had very high expectations for our time together during the holidays, but it was genuinely nice to spend some time together, particularly New Year’s weekend when we saw one another four times. Yikes. Alas, after that weekend things got to the point where she declared to me that she needed a break and took off for a weekend trip to San Simeon January 27th.

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