Waiting for church to begin, finished with whatever setup I can do before the musicians arrive. I’m feeling more than a little anxious, but it’s not from any anxiety about today’s duty at the sound board. You-know-who wants to talk after church and I’m not sure what to expect.

She emailed me Friday disappointed at my reaction or lack of a reaction about her son’s paintball team winning their tournament the previous weekend and how my reaction made her less enthusiastic about getting together over the week. That opened the door and by the end of our email volleys she concluded that I was done with the whole thing and that was that. So, that was yesterday. This morning she texted that she would like to talk after church, thus the anxiety felt by yours truly. So, is it gonna be a new beginning or the same ol’ thing? JBB